The self-portrait is an act of philosophical, emotional, psychological or existential investigation.
As an artist I am free to draw myself in any style, not necessarily needing to be representational to represent the way I may feel about my psychological and emotional features.
In this series of paintings, as well as sometimes striving for a literal likeness I have endeavoured to explore the issues of self. Including the inner essence, personality, struggles, introspective thoughts, insecurities, inadequate feelings and emotions.
These paintings are not intended to be ambiguous or superficial but are intended to give the viewer an insight into the human condition generally.
My hope is that my interpretations will cause psychological arousal which touches on my viewers own inner thoughts, feelings and inadequacies.
Jim was my next-door neighbour and friend, and a widower of thirty-five years. Ten years ago, he had a mild stroke which affected one side of his face. For the last seven years he had been suffering from Parkinson’s disease which affected his movements and speech. His hearing and eyesight were also failing.
Over the years I have seen many facets of Jim, sitting, reclining, lonely, vulnerable, sad, perplexed, tired, haunted, pensive etc.
By black and white paint, structure and viewpoint is the way I have endeavoured to convey Jim’s presence, character, posture, feelings, attitudes, moods and his emotions and sadly his passing.